Happy Birthday to my lovely smilla02!
This is not the present I wanted to give you,but since I'm always late and here in Italy days are made of only 24 hours...you will have to settle for this picspam!I told you I had a mission bb,let's see if I can cheer you up a bit!:D
I bet you think these are random Dean pictures,but they are not! I dare you to find the meaning behind every image!:P
I'll give you a clue: I picked them because they reminded me of your Dean!♥
Love you A.!





( Smilla's Dean )

A long time ago I added roque_clasique to my Fanfiction Goddess Harem because she is just...just...incredibly talented and brilliant!If you've ever read one of her stories you know what I'm talking about!;D
I'm here to rec the story she has created for my birthday,it's Dean...Dean and only Dean!Her perspective on this character is smart,intense,real and very clever!She sent me the story before posting it so I could make her a little graphic,but after reading it I had so many scenes in my head that I decided to create a whole illustration!
You can find the story here:
In Restless Dreams I Walked Alone by roque_clasique





( In Restelss Dreams I Walked Alone )

P.s. Tomorrow will be big_bang day!!!!Why so nervous?!?!

These are the icons I made using the "Dean and Sam many faces Picspam"!Now you can forgive me!Y/y?;D
I wanted to create something with every single image but some of them refused to cooperate!They are not very creative because I need time and right now I'm so busy!!!I don't get it....why real life always messes up with serious business like making icons!?!?!?



( Look at you!!! )

I promised I would have brought you some pretty faces so here I am with the picspam of doom!:P
I'm sorry I didn't make any icons (I didn't have time) but I added a poll where you can tell me the pics you like the most and I will try to make some icons if I'm inspired enough!;D

ETA: The poll works,the problem is that the space where you can write your answer is "white" on white so it's not easy to spot!:P



( What?!?!? )

Rememebr when I told you I was going to do a friends-cut?*hides under the chair*
Well,I FAIL!!!Why does it have to be so difficult?!?!
I've decided I will keep you all in my flist,it's ok if people don't comment or if you don't like all my posts or if you like to lurk or stalk or whatever!:P
I never lock my entries,this is mostly a graphic journal so what's the point if I "hide" my works?
Still...I feel guilty and I want to apologize for "forcing" you to comment in my last post,I bet I looked like a snob but believe me...I just wanted to know who's still interested in me and my journal!But if you want to kick me out of your flist because we have nothing to share anymore,go-ahead,I won't be offended!;D

Now...
Poll #1421453
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All

What can I do to make you forgive me?

P.s.:
Is it November yet?!?!?!?

Ok,I don't like doing this but it's something I NEED to do because my flist is huge and I never talk with half of it!
What's that thing everyone keeps saying in this situation....NO HARD FEELINGS...well,I guess it's true because we have different interests now and I'm sure many of you are tired of my Supernatural posts!:P
I'm stealing the idea from prettybutt (*hugs my little sister Laura because she needs stallion love*): if you still want to be in my flist just drop me a comment,even if you want to be here for my graphics only!

Also...I know there are many lurkers and it's ok because sometimes I AM too,but I wanted to say that I don't eat kids for breakfast so if you want to leave feedbacks when you feel like doing it...well,I'll be more than happy! I could be your best friend and you don't even know it!;D

ETA1 When I asked you to drop me a comment I meant you could even NOT SPEAK!Just let me know somehow you want to stay!;D
ETA2...because I look like a drunk not capable of writing a simple post!:P
Message to my closer friends : you don't need to comment,but if you do I'm happy because I feel loved!♥

Thank you!

A while ago smilla02 and I decided to team-up again to celebrate Spn Season 5!She told me:"Why don't you create an illustration and then I create a story inspired by that graphic?"!I've been thinking about it for a long time and three days ago my muse decided to show up and this is what I did!
Since I'm evil...this is a surprise for smilla02 too,she has no idea how the illustration looks like,I didn't talk about it to her so now she just has to "stick to my plan" and write one of her fantastic stories!;D
Hey A.,I love you!♥




( Dangerously )

Hey!I just wanted to hug all the lovely souls who wished me Happy Birthday!

[insert giant bear hug here]

I'm a fan of "it's the thought that counts" and that REALLY is enough for me,but since you're awesome I also got some shiny presents like sweet messages,e-mails,little virtual gifts and sexy b-cards and hot HQ Jensen pictures (you know who you are!;D) and THIS stunning banner tailored for me by a special friend!
And then someone wrote me THIS sweet and heartbreaking wee!Dean story,and someone else created THIS incredibly pretty and poetic cover art for the same story!
HOW LUCKY AM I?!?!?!You all make me feel special,thank you!♥

I also know that some of you are still cooking delicious things for me!Can't wait to taste them!!!!:D

Epic fail!But I'm stubborn!;D

I've just realized I suck with coding and lj rules in general,so I'm going to link here all the "invisible" posts I made lately!;D


Sweet Charity Illustration

Sweet Charity Fic Rec

European Muse Tour infos

Ok,I feel better now!I thought you were all going to defriend me or something like that!:P
*is very drama queen*

Somebody help me!!!!
Ok,I just have a question:
At the end of May I created a masterpost for my graphics and I put it on top of my journal using the "future-dated" entry thing,but I'm sure I pretty much MESSED UP with all the posts I did after that one!Just out of curiosity,have you seen my latest 4 posts browsing your flist?Because I didn't get any comments (and it's totally normal btw!LOL) but I'm feeling abandoned ok?:D

A couple of days before Asylum my friend legoline asked for help!She wanted to make something special for Jared and Jensen so I jumped to the rescue and created a wallpaper for her...and the boys signed it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*feels very proud*
Look at the pretty:



Go HERE @ nyaubaby and stare at all the amazing pictures she took at Asylum!I used some of her pretties to make a picspam,the images look a bit "gritty" but I did it on purpose!Enjoy!

The European Muse Tour dates have been announced people!
You can find all the infos HERE!
But I'm seriously pissed off because Italy got only two concerts (AAAAAAAAACK!!!) and none of them are in Milan where my sister lives and where it would have been a lot easier to go!
My dear italian fellas,Muse are going to perform in Turin (December 4th - Pala Olimpico) and in Bologna (November 21th - Futurshow Station)!Selling will start on June 12th (my birthday!:P)!
Are you going to go?
My only chance is Bologna but I was even thinking about jumping on a plane and go to the London concert at the O2 Arena!Wouldn't be great?!!?!?!?
Anyway,the new album will be released in September!

P.s.This is totally not Muse-related but...have you ever travelled with Aer Lingus?

I gotta say...when it comes to Sweet Charity's biddings...I WIN!!!
Why?!!?Because last year I won smilla02's Thorn in your side and the last time I won ultraviolet9a's mad writing skills!
You should know she is one of the smartest and wittiest and most brilliant persons I've known on lj and all those talents reflect in her writing!
She told me to give her prompts and obviously I failed,because when Michelangelo is at your service you don't ask him for a specific thing,you give him free will! I just told her I wanted to see John again and maybe scruffy Dean!

Well,she created a brilliant classy story,with a very unique narrative!
Thank you Vee!♥

Go read it now:
Fourth by ultraviolet9a

This is the first one of the two Sweet Charity Illustrations I've been bidded on!
The wonderful (and talented I'd say) aesc has been crazy enough to bid on me and she asked me to illustrate her Supernatural-Stargate Atlantis crossover;she has been patient and awesome and told me to do whatever I wanted!
Dear aesc,you're an amazing artist and I'm very flattered you chose ME for your graphics,this illustration is a mess...don't freak out,I meant to say I just picked things I liked and tried to translate them visually!;D
Thank you again H.!♥♥♥


The Old World - SGA/SPN xover (PG13) by aesc

( He likes the Black Crowes )

I've created a masterpost for all my graphics and you can find it on top of my journal!Since I'm not a very organized person I've decided to put everything in there with little images as teasers so it'll be easier finding whatever you want!;D

This week-end will be ASYLUM CON week-end!!!!I'm so excited for all of you!Please take pretty pictures full of funny hot stuff ok?;D I just have a question (because I'm very ignorant when it comes to Conventions!:P): do you have to pay for autographs?And what about personal graphics?I mean...can you ask to sign more than on thing?I'd love to have one of my graphics signed by Jensen one day!Maybe before the end of the series I'll have the chance to join a Con!;D

I have two Dreamwidth invites,if you want one just ask!
I'm reading The Road by Cormac McCarthy because smilla02 recced me this writer and the book is blowing my mind,McCharty's writing is so visually powerful and intense,I've read half of it so don't spoil me but this story makes me think about a family I know!;D

Vid recs:

Stargate Atlantis
Liquid Bird by hollywoodgrrl:The perfect way to wave goodbye to Stargate Atlantis!And the lady CAN VID!

Supernatural
Fell into a Rabbit Hole by proofpudding:Painful,rough and a bit dark!
Above and Below by counteragent:EDITING+CLIPS CHOICES+PARALLELS=WIN!

Fic recs:

Supernatural
Her who Loves you Best (John/Mary) by july_july_july:...their first fight is a real ten round, knock-down, drag out, cage-match to the end...

In Negative Space,I am (Dean) by poisontaster:...he’ll take the ones with the holes...

When Siblings e-Attack (Sam and Dean) by Gekizetsu:...Who is this?...

Talismans (Sam and Dean)by killabeez:...it didn't need to be said out loud. They were Winchesters...

Just saying:

Image credit to atlantis2_04